June 30, 2010

Jenna Cardinale

These three poems by Jenna Cardinale may be short, but they are hardly small.  Each evokes a certain and specific setting, and the settings are meant to unsettle us.  In fact, the strength of these tight, sinewy verses seems to surge from the way she lets her lines dance around images of vague danger. And she writes with the wisdom to spill only the significant details, the grim, sad, wrenching images that situate us in the middle of each scene.  Those alone tell enough of any story.  In “One I Remember” Jenna writes: He couldn’t spell, couldn’t stop / drinking pink bodega wine. / He couldn’t fuck, didn’t know how to / get on the plane… Those are well-crafted specifications, perfectly timed. These poems hurt your heart a little to read them. And isn't that poetry's purpose?

Thanks, Jenna.

 

***

 

Diet of Violence


The fruit in the sangria hangs

in my throat. The last time

I swallowed it, he held me

hard against a wall.  Among women—

this time— I order soft

cheese and salty water.

Not still, but safe.

 

***

 

This Age in this Town

 

We still go to the movies, watch

nervous rituals and wet skin—

 

Tibetan food, go-

cups of old wine & sex

talk— We live

on the outskirts of this.

 

Invisible without

lipstick.  Without the eyes

of dangerous young men.

 

***

 

One I Remember

 

His bad skin and cinnamon

gum sticks seem synonymous now.

 

He wore my dresses and lipstick.

I just asked.

 

He slept in my twin

bed with me, without touching.

 

He disappeared into the usual

drugs and bad tattoos.

 

He returned to me, my city, but thought

the French bread was stale.

 

He couldn’t spell, couldn’t stop

drinking pink bodega wine.

 

He couldn’t fuck, didn’t know how to

get on the plane, get on with the growing

 

up—

I bought that ticket, too.

 

I remember this one only

because there haven’t been that many.

 

***

About the Poet:

Jenna Cardinale is the author of Journals, a chapbook from Coconut Recent work appears in LIT, No Tell Motel, and fourW.  She lives in New York with K. and a dog named Maybe.

On the identity of The Nepotist:

The Nepotist may have intentionally stolen my idea. But it's all about action.

June 29, 2010

Aaron Smith

In "Make Him Think You Could Pull a Gun," Aaron Smith writes: Watch his mouth dissolve, / watch it betray him.  Show him a knife... And right there, My Friends, is where you start to understand that perhaps this poem isn't speaking entirely in metaphor, which is one of the thrills in reading Mr. Smith, of which there are many.  "You’ve seen the movies, / and every scene is your scene: / the psycho singing love songs to the man he loves..."  And this is, in fact, a love song, make no mistake.  And what poet here hasn't sung such a love song?  The bluntness of affect, the obsessive I-will-have-you-ness of the implied demand, the incantatory aspect of such explicitly imperative advice and the commanding presence it takes in the poem.  And don't get me started on the internal rhyme (N.B.: Love it). 

But the best move this poem makes is that it's been written to the wanter, not the wanted.  A lesser poet might have written it the other way.  Not Aaron Smith.

Thanks, Aaron.

 

***

 

Make Him Think You Could Pull a Gun                                                                       

 

Make him think you’re crazy, make him think

            you could pull a gun.  He’ll remember you

                       this way.  Men respond to grand gestures, 

 

men respond, in their deepest parts, to fear. 

            Tell him you’ve met before, you’re sure of it,

                        you never forget a face

 

twisted in pleasure, panic.  Watch his mouth dissolve,

            watch it betray him.  Show him a knife

                        slicing a body (more surprise than pain), the mirrored

 

blade, the skin.  He’ll pretend he’s comfortable,            

            that you really don’t scare him.  But it’s all anxious

                        lie.  You’ve seen the movies,

 

and every scene is your scene:

            the psycho singing love songs to the man he loves, 

                        blood, a perfect sunset, on the dead mother’s cheek—

 

you can taste that light.  Tell him nobody belongs to him

            more than you.  Let him think he has some

                        room.  Let him think he can choose.

 

***

About the Poet:

Aaron Smith is the author of Blue on Blue Ground, winner of the 2004 Agnes Lynch Starrett Prize.  He's a 2007 Fellow in Poetry from the New York Foundation for the Arts.

On the identity of The Nepotist:

Are you Anderson Cooper? (Hey, I can dream, can't I?)  Or maybe you're Chloe Sevigny.  I briefly tapped your shoulder at a Rufus Wainwright concert at Carnegie Hall and asked if you were in the drink line.

June 28, 2010

Juliet Cook

This is how I think of Juliet Cook: She's that girl you know, the one who, in line at the grocery store, will announce to any old stranger she pleases just how green and pointy the asparagus in his basket is, and she'll do it in a way that leaves him wondering whether it's a flirt or a critique. She's the girl who, at the school dance, compliments her delicate lace frock with a most garish and wonderful headdress of ostrich feathers, blue spangles, and the fur from the underbelly of some exotic and probably poisonous insect. The girl who, when leaning into kiss you, might just bite you on the face instead. And that's how she writes: with a twinkle in her eye and a growl in her throat. She's a delightful mash-up of contradictions and contraindications, a contra-dance of contrariness. Watch out, Nellie Oleson! Juliet Cook'll push you in the dirty mud! (Nellie has it coming.)

Thanks, Juliet.

***

Nellie Oleson: The Dark Side
(alt. title-The Voluptuous Horror of Nellie Oleson)

Nellie Oleson as a tween Miss Havisham.
Crusty makeup. Out of the corner
of her eye, a gooey black rat.
Nellie Oleson as a fuck toy for rats
that burrow in rancid cake frosting.
Nellie Oleson giving birth to a rat
crowned with a sticky sugar rose.
Nellie Oleson as a funhouse tunnel.
Funnel into what was a fluffy cloud
of honey. Now a dark deluge. Haphazard
rat's nest. Filthy hairball hacked up

by sharp-clawed rat huntress. Nellie Oleson
as a crazy cat lady who loosed all the pussies
to piss willy nilly in the corners and gorge
on whatever they wanted until they died.
Nellie Oleson crouching over a litter box.
Nellie Oleson with her soiled bloomers.
Nellie Oleson thinks she smells a rat;
it stinks like something died in here.
Crusty tuna on its breath. Self-made

Orphan Nellie. Spinster Nellie. Old Maid
who gave up on housework and beautification.
Nellie doused in a dirty bath tub, soused
on bath tub gin. Nellie as a splayed languish
crowned with black mold. Nellie plastered
in a full-body cast, being stung by worker bees
on the bottoms of her feet. Nellie as helpless
rag doll. Nellie as life-sized voodoo doll,
impaled with sucked-sharp candy sticks.

***

Designer Vagina

They swabbed the snap-apart pearls; she's not allowed
to play with them anymore. As she fades out, thinking
isn't a pearl necklace some kind of a joke? She vaguely
remembers how everyone snickered when someone
served it as a wedding cocktail, then they went out back
and played corn hole. Was that the same party?

The surgeon asks her if she wants to see a joke. She vaguely
hears him talking about mad cow disease at its finest, eyes
rolling with insane docility. As she fades out, she vaguely
remembers how much she used to like those little pearls,
like tiny pink nesting doll beads. No broken strings,
no wet candy rings with all the facets licked blurry…

***

Shrink Wrap

My hands are staple removers with metal fangs.
I've blown up promotional balloons into bloody crullers,
misplaced phalli, bulbous sausages ready to burst
out their conjoined links. That soap dispenser was
a disconnected appendage, then it was an entire cow,
placidly chewing its cud, now it is a bright red tooth,
leaking. Dark push pins through my brain.

***

About the Poet:
Juliet Cook's poetry has recently been published in Action Yes, Columbia Poetry Review, Diagram, Diode, Oranges & Sardines and many more online and print sources. She is the editor/publisher of Blood Pudding Press (print) and Thirteen Myna Birds (online). She is author of numerous chapbooks, most recently including Soft Foam (Blood Pudding Press for Dusie Kollektiv 4), FONDANT PIG ANGST (Slash Pine Press) and Tongue Like a Stinger (Wheelhouse). Her first full-length poetry collection, Horrific Confection was published by BlazeVOX in 2008. Her next Blood Pudding Press chapbook will be Angel Face Trailer, featuring her own creepy yummy poems along with darkly delicious translations by Letizia Merello; coming soon! Please feel free to visit her website at www.JulietCook.weebly.com.

On the identity of The Nepotist:

I do not know who The Nepotist editor is, but I felt very honored and yummily delighted to receive a recent invitation from her/him asking me to send along some of my poetry to be published. This was especially wondrous timing because I semi-recently suffered from a serious health issue--a carotid artery stroke that resulted in aphasia, so now my reading and writing is considerably slower than it used to be; it's even harder for me to think/remember hundreds of both little and big words. I am pleased that my brain is still creative, though, and I still adore poetry. Perhaps the editor of The Nepotist is not a he/she so much as a Trapeeze Artist Dripping Caramel.

June 25, 2010

Jake Adam York

Jake Adam York is a true Southern Gentleman, and his poems are products of his gentility, his demeanor, his wisdom, his manners.  And they are mannered, aren't they?  Extraordinarily civil, regimented in their diction, these poems tell their hard truths gently. To paraphrase the author, their lungs are full of lullabies.  Even when (especially when?) they sing of desolations.

Yeah, I'll say it: reading Jake Adam York is like drinking the smoothest of Bourbons. There's deep comfort in his words, and a hand at the ready to tip more whiskey in your waning glass. "Old as you were when you died / I climb into the range that swallowed you, / kicking through your lizards, / the thrasher’s dig, quail-call / and snow-capped sparrows / to find you reaching out..."  What careful, metered articulations he draws in his work. What sincerity.  Jake Adam York’s poems don't lie.  Ever.

Thanks, Jake.

 

***

 

Letter to a Friend 

          To N., from Denver

 

Friend, I’ve read the letter’s vanishing,

            displaced by e-mails, text-messages,

tweets, and indeed, the largest thump

                        the mailman leaves me

 

is always the Wednesday circulars

            proposing full-priced meats

as sales, though I leaf through every one

                        hoping that an envelope

 

may fall, as I scan my inboxes

            for the occasional name of someone

I’d like to buy a beer, the one message

                        in a month that doesn’t mean

 

more work, so it’s good to hear from you,

            to receive such tidings, and I hope

this finds you well, wherever you are.

                        June is closing here,

 

and the locusts no one should have planted

            are at last in full leaf, including

the one outside my study window, finally

                        clouding away the heat

 

so it’s possible to linger in the empty house

            and hold a sentence on the tongue

like a taste of scotch you breathe over

                        until it opens its story of home

 

and you believe, you truly believe

            you can see some Scottish glen,

the small town where anyone could tell you

                        that shirt isn’t doing anything

 

for your complexion, though

            they’re kind enough to let you stand

as the breeze offers clues of branchwater

                        sweetened by limestone’s kiss,

 

hectares of barley ready to graduate

            from the lectures of the sun, you

can almost taste the place itself

                        and so for a minute

 

are a citizen of this little town.

            More and more, the house

is like that, a hideaway that keeps unfolding

                        into itself and so gets bigger

 

each minute, until Sarah comes home

            and it contracts again, with all

its conversations, like this one we’re having,

                        however protracted,

 

like all letters, exchanges offered in comfort,

            no need to rush. Tomorrow

or tomorrow, when Sarah leaves, again

                        this letter’s here, and I return

 

to this place where I imagine we’re sharing

            a dram or a beer or a cup of tea

and working through some idea

                        of what it means

 

to know each other, how Glissant says

            partial harmonies arise everywhere

and converge toward a generalized disharmony,

                        meaning there is no

 

one tone or center, so everything’s like

            an Ornette Coleman album, everyone

trying to balance one vamp against the next,

                        and the rare chorus involves

 

as much divergence as convergence, one

            horn angling off in another direction,

or those Don Cherry sets from cafés in France,

                        the intros all in English,

 

the music in some other language altogether,

            or the brilliant negotiations

in Mingus’s “Folk Forms I” from the Live

                        at Antibes album,

 

a phrase proposed and repeated back

            and built up until they’ve found

a way of playing off one another

                        that says something

 

about what it means for everyone to be

            in the same place in the same time

in a way that no one has to be silent

                        in order to listen.

 

So Glissant says we renounce the indivisible

            and learn a new way of approaching

the world and this really is how each day is

                        here, the real letters

 

arriving from every quarter and everything

            falling not exactly into place

but into places, so when I read your letter

                        I am here, where you

 

have found me, but also there, and sometimes

            so vividly there you have to be here,

too, to keep everything in balance,

                        so while you are reading this,

 

again the sun rolls iron-bright against

            the cobalt of the Colorado sky

even as the night’s cool still circulates

                        in all the rooms so you

 

won’t get hot until the sun’s about ready

            to set, I am back in Alabama, maybe,

lying in the field my great-grandfather

                        terraced seven decades ago

 

where now only moonlight gathers

            and wait for the dark to deepen

and the stars to double, because memory

                        is like this, not a book

 

or even a room, but like the night sky,

            each point with its own space,

its own system and maybe planets even,

                        some older than others,

 

drawn together in a story so they’re all

            happening at once, or I am

eating breakfast again on the Plaza

                        in Kansas City, my grits

 

and grillades, after a weekend

            of barbecue and barbecue, maybe

better pictured miles south, and maybe

                        you are here too somewhere

 

or we are both back in Denver,

            drawn taut and also frayed

by this relation, and maybe we are both

                        caught in that moment

 

at the convenience store when we

            come up short for the Gatorade

and the granola bar and the dude behind us

                        kicks in the fifty cents

 

and says What’re brothers for? or we

            are in Atlanta at dinner where someone’s

talking about how the moons

                        of your fingernails could be

 

taken as a measure of race and they look

            at mine and say You sure

you’re all white? You know how this is,

                        whoever you are,

 

you’re also the character in the story

            someone else has in mind, and so,

you’re always two or three or more

                        different people, which is why,

 

friend, though I can’t remember right now

            where you’re writing me from

or even where we met, I guess it doesn’t matter,

                        because when you’re quiet

 

and anonymous, I imagine you

            are the part of me that imagines me

in a photograph or a kind of movie,

                        that watches me do

 

everything I do, that sends me a drink

            from the other side of the bar

so I know I’ve been seen or a letter

                        from the other side

 

of the country, say L.A. or Ithaca

or New Orleans, that lets me know

I’m also there, the story of me

                        having brought me there,

 

invited and so invented into a room

            where the light’s strange enough

to be peaceful, compendious,

                        and we can settle back

 

into some talk someone else might

            overhear and repeat inexactly,

creating yet other versions of ourselves

                        that stay there

 

in some conversation neither of us

            will remember or forget, one

we might even imagine when everything

                        goes quiet and these letters

 

fold in on themselves again,

            into everything. Then, friend,

wherever you are, you are also here,

                        wherever this is,

 

and you don’t recognize anyone

            but the bartender is leaning over

and putting the full glass on the napkin,

                        from your friend.

 

***

 

Gambel Rose

          after William Gambel, ornithologist, naturalist, doctor — 1823-1849

 

Old as you were when you died

I climb into the range that swallowed you,

kicking through your lizards,

the thrasher’s dig, quail-call

and snow-capped sparrows

to find you reaching out

in the one deep-lobed oak

the Rockies know, the tree

that returns your reach

by taking in and giving off

all it can, grasping Turbinella,

Chinkapin, Mohr,

the Harvard, the Arizona, the Gray,

the one fiber that ties them all

the thousand miles on to the sea.

On one rare leaf

your ten fingers reach

to every point on the compass rose,

and I wish I had your maps

to know the proper turn,

what each direction means,

which stream to pan for your bones.

Your chickadee leads on

into cold and snow,

and I see your passing through.

I’ll be slow following, far behind

with nothing left to name

except this place where I turn back,

which I name for you.

 

***

 

Somniloquy

 

What I say dreaming

drifts out the window,

collects itself

beneath the hedge.

Accent, inflection

go out walking,

a stop in each Broadway bar

where what I say

buys drinks and everywhere

tells my I love you

to someone new.

What I say

is having fun

in the porn arcade,

the techno clubs,

beneath the bridge,

this echo that says

I’m there,

evidence coalescing

in some unknown listen

till someone says

they saw me last night

and I am left

to wonder them

outside my building,

three-story stilts

or tall ladder catching moon,

and someone else asks

who’s that girl I was with

or why I hate them,

till I see myself

split at intersections

walking four routes, more,

through the town, a pollen

drifting for fertile ears,

while suggestion’s children

crowd beneath my window,

notepads open,

lungs full of lullabies.

 

***

 

About the Poet:

Jake Adam York is the author of three books of poems—Murder Ballads (2005), winner of the Elixir Press Prize in Poetry, A Murmuration of Starlings (2008, Southern Illinois University Press), winner of the Crab Orchard Open Competition and the 2008 Colorado Book Award, and Persons Unknown (2010, Southern Illinois University Press)—and a work of literary history, The Architecture of Address: The Monument and Public Speech in American Poetry (2005, Routledge). Originally from Alabama, he now lives in Denver where he is an associate professor of English and Director of Creative Writing at the University of Colorado Denver. He edits Copper Nickel with his students and colleagues and serves as a contributing editor for Shenandoah.

On the identity of The Nepotist:

One version of me imagines The Nepotist is me, and that I'm waking up and editing in my sleep. Another version knows it's someone else and that, when the Foetry.com was torching everyone, I had a conversation about this sort of thing with someone I know who is not me, but that version of me doesn't remember who I had the conversation with. A third version of me begins to speculate and creates a list of candidates, based on visible contacts: John Gallaher, G. C. Waldrep, Aaron Anstett, Kevin Prufer, a sentient Facebook cyborg, Richard Greenfield. A fourth version believe that for The Nepotist to maintain the secret, he or she will have to publish him- or herself eventually and the answer will lie among the included, which again, leaves open the possibility that The Nepotist is me.

 

June 24, 2010

Mary Biddinger

 

Below, a pair of gems from Mary Biddinger.  Let the record show that The Nepotist might be a little bit in love with her.  (In truth, The Nepotist is in love with all of his poets.)  Maybe you are too.  It doesn't matter.  These poems-- nay, these two seductions-- justify beyond any fickle hiccups of the heart the bright and blazing torch I carry for this poet.  And while I'm on the subject of heart, I think it's Mary Biddinger's own that make these poems beat: that muscle of coyly meted-out craft, the lub-dub of details divulged at the precise instant they will do either the most good or the most damage, her gorgeous organ of tremor and pulse.

Over the few weeks that The Nepotist has been publishing his friends, he has made much of poems that express themselves sincerely and with honest admonitions.  I do not deny this.  What, then, should be made of the guise of coyness these Biddinger poems employ?  Make everything of it.  It's genius.   "Of course they found me," she writes.  And, of course, they would.  For this is a poet who wants to be found-- found out, even-- but on her own terms, with the help of her own clues, and by the heat-seeking surge of her own beautifully throbbing aforementioned heart. 

Thanks, Mary.

 

***

 

Birth of a Vessel

 

It took three tries, and even that

was not enough. Inventors

 

of the triplicate form

in their most lurid fantasies,

 

every layer a pastel slip

peeled from the homecoming

 

queen hours after the last

carnation. The brick wall not

 

the only one laughing.

It wasn’t even real champagne.

 

The wordless trill

of a mimeograph machine

 

longing to be manhandled

like years ago. They

 

put the bottle in my hand.

It shook like a quail.

 

I wanted to build you the wolf

you never had as a boy.

 

But they wanted statistics.

Reams of paper

 

fell from their secret moorings

in the drop ceiling.

 

What else was a mouth for?

Certainly not licensed

 

to operate in this state.

I once believed hiding out

 

was to be expected,

and so I walked spare drywall


sheets up a hill, casual,

the death of all known mystery.

 

Of course they found me.

A switchboard vomited instead

 

of retaining its possessions.

I pretended the wall

 

was a boat. Nobody dared to

avoid the calamity.

 

Inside, the lobby quaked

with ecstasy. I was thankful all

 

of the dogs on the lawn

had been forced into slippers.

 

Squeezed into jerseys

with the eponymous logo.

 

I named the boat subterfuge

and I blessed it.

 

***

 

A Calamity

 

There was a bell without any other bells

in sight. It wasn’t saying anything

worth remembering. Someone stripping

 

off pants in a vestibule, the slow lurch

toward mailboxes lined up like art.

All of the nests left in the branches fell.

 

The slow bob of electrical wires too hot

to make their way to the sidewalk.

I tried to wear a nest as a hat, unsuccessful.

 

There was an interior and exterior, even if

they contained the same filaments,

fibers from a derailed clothes line. Now

 

even the sky is pink. We once shut our room

off from the light. It was too much for

recollection, when the mantle bowed down

 

and winds rearranged what we had placed

in piles weeks before. The first night

somebody had painted all the snow banks

 

with food coloring. The neon escaped its

prison, and rode with us over hills

situated only minutes before. An explosion

 

of the most tender variety. The very moment

when a crack began its journey down

a major city artery. We were not available

 

for commentary. Let official records reflect

the following. Enough wool to cover

only the extremities. Enough wool to drop

 

onto linoleum without sound. A tree leaning

in a way that suggested a revelation.

A single rustle from the most anxious sky.

 

***

About the Poet:

Mary Biddinger lives in Akron, Ohio, where she teaches, edits, and writes poems about epic love.

 

On the identity of The Nepotist:

I beat The Nepotist in a double-dutch competition on the south side of Chicago in late July of 1983. Afterwards we shared an orange Popsicle on the zebra-print couch in my parents’ basement. Because of this intense connection, society forbade us from publishing each other’s work, until now.